As we all know, or for anyone that has an alcohol addiction problem, we know that urges and temptations to drink alcohol come over us more than once while we are trying to stay sober. For myself when those urges come over me I look back at the dark days of hell when I drank and abused alcohol.
It is a reminder of just how my life was, always depending on the alcohol to make me have a good day, so I thought.
You need to really think of what you put your body through, and not only that, what you put your family and friends through while you were drinking and abusing alcohol. You know that when we drink too much, and are addicted to the substance that just may ruin your life, and the lives of others, you have to realize once you are sober and that urge comes about you can not give in ever!
The demons that are still inside us are just waiting for us to mess up and pick up that one glass of alcohol. That one glass of alcohol that will be the ruination of out sobriety.
I know for myself, if I were to touch one sip of alcohol it would be the end of my long term sobriety, and I am sure it would be the same for anyone that has been sober for some time. All of us have to be stronger than any urge or temptation to drink alcohol and it has to be forever.
Here is what I think about when that urge to drink comes over me:
- How I felt while drinking and abusing alcohol.
- What I put my family through all those years of drinking.
- The money I spent on alcohol instead of spending it on my families needs.
- The massive hangovers every morning.
- What I began to look like over time appearance wise.
- How I felt physically and mentally.
- How negative I became.
- How I felt sorry for myself and wondered why nothing ever went my way.
Back in October of 2009, the 26th to be exact, I made a promise to myself that no matter what ever happened in my life, whether it be good or bad I would never pick up an alcoholic drink ever again and believe me, many things have happened over the last four years, some good and some bad, BUT it was never enough to make me drink alcohol again.
I always thought drinking alcohol would solve all my troubles in life and once I became sober I found out that that theory, or saying was dead wrong! Alcohol solved NOTHING, it only made matters worse!
Now being sober for the last four years I feel so much better.
My appearance has improved 100%.
All the weight I gained while drinking has disappeared, and I am back to the weight I should be.
My family and married life has changed 100%, all for the better.
No more massive hangovers.
My appetite is going strong.
I am now 100% a positive guy and very happy with the life I now live.
My health is great and I am finally a very happy man!
My dream of living by the Ocean has become a reality, something that never happened as hard as I tried when I was drinking. Nothing ever worked out for me as hard as I tried.
I guess the old saying is right.... You can't be helped unless you are willing to help yourself first!
