These are my thoughts, and my experiences of why I drank and abused alcohol, and maybe some of my thoughts here may reflect on your life as a person that abuses alcohol to the extent of being addicted to it.
- I thought that drinking and abusing alcohol would solve any problem I might of had at that moment and beyond.
- I thought that more people would take a liking to me because I was cool and drank alcohol.
- I felt as if I could really speak my mind more openly without being nervous when speaking.
- I thought that I knew all the answers to everything when I drank.
- I thought that I was a fun person when I drank and acted like a fool.
The fact is that I just loved the feeling that alcohol gave me. When I first tried alcohol at a very age it was just out of curiosity and a experiment with the guys. That curiosity and so called experiment turned into an addiction to alcohol. I couldn't live a day without it as the years went by and was so used to having the buzz that alcohol gave me, it turned out to be a huge part of my everyday living.
I didn't mean to get addicted to alcohol. I didn't wake up one day and say, "I want to be an alcoholic." This goes for anyone that has an addiction of any sorts.
I never knew by drinking alcohol as just an experiment with my friends would turn out to be a horrible addiction to it. This crap we call alcohol, if we are not careful will take hold of your body and soul and then watch out, because once those demons get hold of you it will be hard to get rid of them. It took years and years to get my demons off my shoulders.
PLEASE don't let alcohol get the best of you because we all know that once addicted your life will slowly change for the worse. You will begin to loss everything one by one as I came so close to doing until I finally had the strength and willpower to say NO MORE and finally surrendered to my inner demons.
I have to tell you that by quitting drinking has changed my life completely around all for the better. If I knew, in which deep down I did know, I would of stopped drinking alcohol years ago, but that is the past and now I am working on my recovery and my long term sobriety and know I am beating the demons inside of me each and everyday.
Don't let alcohol ruin your life and the lives of all the people that are in your life. Be strong and have the willingness and desire to change your life as I did.
If I could do this and get sober so can anyone that has an addiction to alcohol. Keep that positive attitude in your life every single day and believe if you want sobriety back into your life than it will happen just like it happened to me.
Don't get me wrong, I am not against having a couple of social drinks with family and friends, BUT if you can not control your drinking and drink responsibly then you should consider not drinking at all. That was the huge problem I had. I could not just have one or two drinks and call it a day. It was never enough alcohol for me once I got started drinking. I needed to feel that buzz my body longed for each and everyday. If you feel you can not get sober on your own then PLEASE ask for the help you need to help you get sober and live that beautiful life of sobriety!
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